Okay. I heard that a diary is supposed to be like a letter to a best friend that you totally trust. So I am gonna spill everything which will help but if anyone reads this they will know way too much. Oh well. here goes.
Last night ZYM went to Putt Putt. Afterwards, me, Sarah, Monique, Matt, Mark, and Danielle came to the church to play games. Oh ya, Nathan was there too. I didn't like anybody but after begin around Nathan and Matt I started to like them more. And I don't want to like either of them. I don't want to like Matt because I just can't like him. And I don't want to like Nathan like that because I want him to be more of my brother. I mean, he's such a great role model. He's a very strong Christian and you can tell. I want to be able to talk to him like a brother because he's such a good listener and he gives good advice. And I know he's not going to blab. He also cares about everyone, even people who he doesn't exactly like. I just don't know.
Kelsey is frustrating me so much. She is making up all this stuff and she talks bad about everyone. And I know I'm talking bad about her but she talks about everyone to everyone. Which classifies as gossip. This is all she told me. Tracy doesn't mind her business. Nobody talked to Allyson. Danielle lies to everyone and me and Tracy flirt with Matt too much. All of that is cruel. Tracy just wants to help everyone and make sure they are okay. Allyson won't talk to anyone but Kelsey and Sara. Danielle - dunno. And Tracy and I don't flirt with Matt. I mean to be totally honest, I might. But Tracy for sure doesn't. And I don't know where Kelsey got it. I told mom what was going on and she told me that [family] doesn't trust or like Tracy because she lies and stirs up trouble on purpose. Crap Crap Crap! Tracy has never ever lied to me on purpose and she would never stir up trouble. And I know that's why Kelsey is hounding Tracy. Because she tells her parents everything and believes everything they tell her as well. Ugh. I dunno. Tracy and Sarah are coming over tomorrow and we are going to try to figure out how to solve our problem. Well my hand hurts so bye bye!
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Welp. The tea has been spilled. *cringes*
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