This is like forever later but I decided to start keeping a diary again.
Well it's summer and I guess the most important thing is who I like. I think I like 2 guys. One is totally in my reach but isn't good for me. The other one is good for me but is way out of my reach. The good one is Daryll D. I like him because he is so sweet. He can be funny and he is fun to be around.
The big thing is that he is such a strong Christian and you can tell. The bad one is Dylan C. I like him because he is such a great friend, and I know he likes me. For sure. But he's bad for me because he cusses, he flirts with all the girls and he isn't a Christian - for sure. And he's broken my heart so many times but I can't help but like him. ***Another thing, I have not been me lately I mean I guess I have let all the people at school and the environment. I have been cussing and I realized that it's really wrong and trashy. But now that I have started, I can't stop I mean I can but I keep thinking it and it frustrates me.
Well earlier I was talking about who I liked. Well there's another guy but I don't know if I like him or not. But every time I'm around him I stare at him and I get butterflies but whenever he's not around I don't feel anything for him. Just to clue you in - it's Jay H. And I wouldn't want to tell anyone because I wouldn't want to hurt DD. Plus, if anyone in my family found out they would freak. Suzy, Amy, Dan, and DD all want DD to have him. And I also want DD to have him because she hasn't had that many boyfriends and she and Jay act so cute together. Also DD still likes Jay. And DD made a list of the must have qualities (as well as some "would be nice ifs") and Jay fit all of the must haves and some of the would nice ifs. I just don't know. Anyhow. I think I've written enough for one night. I will try to write every day but the only problem is that I am not the most faithful person. Especially when it comes to diarys. I have a strong tendency to just say, "Oh, I'll write later." and then never ever do anything. So ya.
<3 ya!
Emily
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