Tracy told me that she asked Danielle if Matt liked Sarah and she said he did. But that she was too young. So that means I'm too young. Which is bad. But he did like Kelsey and she's only a year older than us. But whatever. I don't know if Danielle is telling the truth.
Also, Matt told me that he had talked to Tracy's dad when he liked her. Then I told Tracy that and today she told me that she had asked her dad and he had never talked to Matt. Matt also told me (that same day) that Nathan hadn't given Tracy his messages. But Tracy asked Nathan and he said that he had always given her the phone.
And I know I should believe one over the other but I believe both of them. So I think that Nathan and his dad aren't telling Tracy the truth. But now that I say it, that doesn't sound right either. Because I highly doubt Nathan would lie to Tracy.
I just don't know because I want to believe Tracy because she's one of my best friends but I also want to believe Matt because he's one of my best guy friends and I like him. Alot.
That's another thing. I really like Matt because well - I'm just gonna list all the reasons I do like him and ya.
- he's a Christian
- he's sweet
- he's trustworthy
- he's a good listener
- he's fun to be with
- he's got a GREAT sense of humor
- he makes me laugh
- he cares about me
- he's touchy feely
- he's just awesome
- he has a life plan
I know I'm missing some but overall he's pretty much perfect. Well for me anyhow. But now that I think about it, every guy I've ever liked that was a Christian was what I said "perfect" for me. And there are the down sides too.
- he flirts with every girl
- Tracy doesn't think I should like him
- There are so many girls that like him
- He likes Sarah - not me
Now on that last one - don't get me wrong. I am happy for Sarah, but I know that she's not allowed to date but I am. And I know that he kinda likes me because I can just tell. And I'm not just saying that. Tracy thinks so too. And honestly, I want him so bad. I now he's not going to take me out and two days later dump me. And if he ever does dump me, he won't try to break my heart. But I guess I shouldn't dream. I mean I know that I will enver go out with him unless it's some alternate universe.
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