Okay, I'm ticked. First - Suzy is ticking me off. She thinks she is so much better than me and she keeps bugging me about her being in highschool and me being in 8th. For VBS she is supposed to be in the highschool class but she's always been in my class. But this year she went to the highschool class for two reasons. One being that she'd be better than me and two that she were with Matt.
Okay. And mom is freaking mad at me for nothing.
Allyson is making me mad because she keeps showing off for Matt b/c she thinks he likes her and I know he doesn't. And I think she likes him. But I dunno. Anyway this flag team thing sux. She is planning this all around her and all last minute. Nobody with the exception of a few likes it. She is doing all these fancy jumps when none of us can do it and she just makes herself look so perfect and so much better. Because we're doing all this stupid crap and she's doing leaps and everything.
But on a better note, this is going to be shocking but I think I like Jackson again. He is being really sweet to me and ya. I like him. And I think Matt is kinda out of the picture. I mean, he's great and all but still. All that stuff that Tracy told me about what he said not being the same as her dad and Nathan, kinda upset me because I don't want a guy who is going to like to me. And Jackson - it probably won't last long because chances are that when we go back to school, he is going to be all over Hayley and he'll forget about me but whatever. I think I am just going to try to sleep but I don't think it will work cuz I am so dern freakin ticked off because today has been a CRAPPY doo da day because of everything
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And thus begins the moody teenage years where I'm mad at people for being normal humans but I interpret everything as a personal strike against me. Also jealousy.
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