March 23, 2000

Dear Diary,

Today I told some people about this dream I had last night. I french kissed Jackson. Nathan heard and told Jackson. Then Brian told Jackson I liked him. This is what the dream was about. All my friends and I owned this club house and we had broken up. We were having a battle to see who would get the clubhouse. Nobody except Erica were against with me. So, we had all this money we had earned. Erica was in the room w/ all the money. The door was locked. So I had to fight everyone by myself. All these girls were picking up Jackson and trying to use his head to break in. I got down on my knees and asked him not to stay on they're team. He said ok. I asked him to be on my team and he said yes. I hugged him and french kissed him and that's what Nathan G. told about!

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I had totally forgotten about this dream, but weirdly enough, reading it has brought it all flooding back. For some reason, the visual of this dream stuck with me for a long time as a kid. Probably because it involved me "french kissing" a boy - honestly, did I even know what that was at 9 years old? Probably not. Then again, I know I watched a lot of those Mary Kate and Ashley movies, and they kissed SO many boys in those movies.