I think I already wrote about this but maybe not. Anyway, I don't know what to do about my crush on Jackson or Ethan. With Jackson, I don't know if I should tell him or not. If I tell him, I'm afraid he'll laugh at me and won't like me back. BUT if I DON'T tell him and he likes me, then I'll be ruining a possible relationship. Ugh! It's so confusing. Then with Ethan I like him but I don't want to. I don't want to because he has Amy K. as his girlfriend. I am not surprised because she is a living Barbie doll. I mean she has perfectly straight hair, curves in all the right places, pretty tan and is just perfect! I don't know WHAT to do!
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The biggest thing that strikes me about this one is that, at the time, I was about a month away from being 12, yet I was already very aware of what society tells us is beautiful. I had frizzy (not curly or straight) hair, I was super pale, and I was fat. All things that society says make you less than, and it kind of breaks my heart a little bit that I felt inferior to another girl at such a young age.
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